Sunday, June 8, 2008

Wild horses


I feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I'm looking out,
Is this my life I'm wondering

It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
There's greener pastures I'm thinking about
wide open spaces far away

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses.

I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bare-back, care-free
Along the shore

If only that someone was me
Jumping head-first, head-long
Without a thought
To act and damn the consequence

How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear, but not feel scared

Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses, oh

I wanna run too.
recklessly abandoning me my self before you

I wanna open up my heart tell him how I feel

Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I'm longing too
I wanna run with the wild horses,
run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses

I wanna run with the wild horses ..

Saturday, June 7, 2008

I, Me and Myself

I am Indian college student in America attending Cox Business School, Southern Methodist University. I am studying to be an Investment Banker, with aspirations of being a Financial Guru ( basically the stock market). I am the only child hence I have been spoilt rotten.

Like most people, it's a complicated thing to describe me. Some might say it's along the lines of being an "acquired taste." Others might more correctly classify it as, "the pain in the backside that some people are willing to tolerate." Most likely, I am just inimitable, like many others. But I'll do the best I can to describe myself with words.

I'd say that I am an eclectic amalgamation of many seemingly paradoxical things. This can be exemplified in both my seemingly endless persistance on many topics and arguments, as well as my careful cautiousness on other topics and arguments. This is largely due to how astute I am of the topic: more knowledge, more persistant; less knowledge, obviously more cautious. I also have times of obsessive compulsions regarding certain things (mostly just food, however).

Many could qualify my way of talking and thinking about things as prosaic, pithy, or terse. This is both a combination of my feelings that if you're going to say something, say it plainly, simply, and honestly and to not just overflower everything without really saying anything. It can of course come off sometimes as being angered, mean-spirited, callous, or me just being a malcontent or even a misanthrope. I do try to limit those reactions as much as possible. I just follow the feeling that if I am asked my opinion on something, people will be able to handle hearing it since they are asking me after all. I am not a misanthrope, at least not totally. Just that some people, while I'm sure they live lovely lives and probably have great characteristics, I just cannot tolerate.

I know that I am quite a smart person on most things, and also am exceedingly "imaginative". I do feel that I am funny, though everyone thinks I dont even know the meaning of it. My humor would probably best be labeled very teaseful and sarcastic, though it is quite fun to just plainly laugh at the silliness of things lots of times.

I am an almost atheist( note: slightly spiritual not religious) . I don't say that to mean that I am trying to subjugate all religions of the world (though I do think it would be a good start, I'm not actively doing it). I simply say this underscore that when I say I am an atheist, I mean just that: I am an atheist. I'm not an agnostic. I'm not a disgruntled Hindu. I'm an atheist. Or I guess I am bright. Because of my rejection of religion, I tend to treat many things with what people might call an irreverent perspective.

All in all I am just another ordinary clutz who is bored of life.

Oh and I am hungry all the time

*bows out*

--taken